The level I’m at right now is so abstract that I hardly ever even see the applications themselves or have contact with the developing teams. When I am dealing with an application, it’s just an acronym supporting a list of business capabilities. Any effect I could have is extremely intangible.
I’m aware of the fact that this is just like developing software but on a very, very high level. And I thought I would like it, and I hoped it would get better after I acclimatized to the company. But I’m realizing I am uncomfortable with the level of abstraction, and that I hate corporate politics.
Something else - if you’ve ever had imposter syndrome as a developer, imagine what it’s like as an enterprise architect!
Ok, yeah, I wouldn’t like that. :) I have a job title that makes it sound like a job like that but the reality is I’m still very operational some days.
I have no advice (but I do have imposter syndrome!). You could try leaving your job for a smaller, stable company (not a start up). Part of me thinks that you should look back on that as a phase of your career you liked and just focus on being happy in other areas of your life and collect that sweet paycheck. :)
The level I’m at right now is so abstract that I hardly ever even see the applications themselves or have contact with the developing teams. When I am dealing with an application, it’s just an acronym supporting a list of business capabilities. Any effect I could have is extremely intangible.
I’m aware of the fact that this is just like developing software but on a very, very high level. And I thought I would like it, and I hoped it would get better after I acclimatized to the company. But I’m realizing I am uncomfortable with the level of abstraction, and that I hate corporate politics.
Something else - if you’ve ever had imposter syndrome as a developer, imagine what it’s like as an enterprise architect!
Ok, yeah, I wouldn’t like that. :) I have a job title that makes it sound like a job like that but the reality is I’m still very operational some days.
I have no advice (but I do have imposter syndrome!). You could try leaving your job for a smaller, stable company (not a start up). Part of me thinks that you should look back on that as a phase of your career you liked and just focus on being happy in other areas of your life and collect that sweet paycheck. :)
Good luck!