Ok, yeah, I wouldn’t like that. :) I have a job title that makes it sound like a job like that but the reality is I’m still very operational some days.

I have no advice (but I do have imposter syndrome!). You could try leaving your job for a smaller, stable company (not a start up). Part of me thinks that you should look back on that as a phase of your career you liked and just focus on being happy in other areas of your life and collect that sweet paycheck. :)

Good luck!