I am absolutely exhausted with me and my kid’s ADHD. My wife is always upset at us because we can’t remember shit and I’ve spent my life feeling guilty because nobody will ever just give me a break.
I’m expected to be “on” at all times and I just can’t do it forever. Sometimes I just need to do things my own, likely inefficient way, but at least at home it usually ends in being berated because I didn’t do it “the right way”.
It’s so insanely demoralizing. I don’t even want to bother trying at anything because it will only be met with derision. What’s even the point. Fuck it all.
Shit like that is why I still dream of disappearing forever to be alone and just left to my own devices.
Oh I feel this. You my friend, need to grab the bull by the horns and take a personal holiday. Even if only for a weekend. And when I say holiday I mean drive to the next town or somewhere not far away that you like and simply do nothing. Just play games, eat at a restaurant by yourself, sleep in. Whatever it is you want. You can be free and not judged. Everybody should be free to take an occasional “me time” break.
I am absolutely exhausted with me and my kid’s ADHD. My wife is always upset at us because we can’t remember shit and I’ve spent my life feeling guilty because nobody will ever just give me a break.
I’m expected to be “on” at all times and I just can’t do it forever. Sometimes I just need to do things my own, likely inefficient way, but at least at home it usually ends in being berated because I didn’t do it “the right way”.
It’s so insanely demoralizing. I don’t even want to bother trying at anything because it will only be met with derision. What’s even the point. Fuck it all.
Shit like that is why I still dream of disappearing forever to be alone and just left to my own devices.
Thanks for letting me vent. Just so tired.
Oh I feel this. You my friend, need to grab the bull by the horns and take a personal holiday. Even if only for a weekend. And when I say holiday I mean drive to the next town or somewhere not far away that you like and simply do nothing. Just play games, eat at a restaurant by yourself, sleep in. Whatever it is you want. You can be free and not judged. Everybody should be free to take an occasional “me time” break.