I keep trying to write things, then I lose the will to live and stop.
The only reason I haven’t finished GWIC (there’s a lemmygrad community for it, I pushed an inferior ‘first volume’ during the 2020 protests if you want to read a part of it) and published it is because everytime I sit down and try to finish, I get overcome with deep anxiety about it being ‘too late’ to publish, but also ‘too early’ for the revolution to be successful.
Then there’s the OC star wars story, and other fictions, where I start working on them, then I get nostalgic for my old writing group and get too sad to continue. I might push that one unfinished onto a fanfic site and forget about it.
I keep trying to write things, then I lose the will to live and stop.
The only reason I haven’t finished GWIC (there’s a lemmygrad community for it, I pushed an inferior ‘first volume’ during the 2020 protests if you want to read a part of it) and published it is because everytime I sit down and try to finish, I get overcome with deep anxiety about it being ‘too late’ to publish, but also ‘too early’ for the revolution to be successful.
Then there’s the OC star wars story, and other fictions, where I start working on them, then I get nostalgic for my old writing group and get too sad to continue. I might push that one unfinished onto a fanfic site and forget about it.
Perhaps we can start our own writing collective? It’s time to move on, I feel. Let’s do it together sometime.
I’m open for it, but I don’t have a lotta time to dedicate to it rn.
Fair enough.