I agree. I myself use GrapheneOS. However, seeing that OP despises Pixels so much, I figured these would be the next best options.
May be check out other privacy focused custom ROMs:
LineageOS: https://wiki.lineageos.org/devices/
DivestOS: https://divestos.org/pages/devices
If I were you, I would just use Piped (piped.kavin.rocks). It stores all your subscriptions in Local Storage, and displays them in the “Feeds” section. The Feeds section also supports RSS, so you can get notified too. If you are on android, grab one of the Piped clients. NewPipe is the most recommended, but I really like the UI of LibreTube.
Didn’t try this particular link, but in general, with a feed link, you can plug it in any feeds app and get notified whenever the user posts something. Feeder is a good android RSS feeds app.
In simple words… Epic fail!
Get all that out of here. My headcanon would always be this:
Letting your emotions out. Maybe scream out a bit and let some of it go. Do not be too hard on yourself, and take your time.
Music may help as well. Do not turn to sad breakup songs. In my case, Metal was helpful (as I feel it is the most emotion-letting genre; weirdly, it is therapeutic), but this is not a general thing.
Probably maintain a journal and write out how you feel. Try to avoid stalking or mentioning your ex. Don’t let those neural connections further strengthen.
The most helpful, I still think, would be to opening up and confiding in someone you trust. In my case, I didn’t have any friends I could turn to, and so it took me far too long, but if you can, best to go this route.
Good luck!
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