Turns out I was made a mod for a brief moment in time:
Not sure what happened but I can’t help but feel sad about losing a roll I neither asked for or wanted or even knew I’d been given but now I feel like someone thought I was based enough and I’ve let them down… somehow… immediately… lmao.
Kinda on brand for me though 🤣
F’s and o7 in the chat only comrades. I did my best lol.
(Jokes aside I’m actually fine with this, I’m far too anxious for responsibility)
I’m on a major health kick atm though!! Wish me luck!!
Is everyone okay?
It was insane. Had a complete Joker character arc but I think I will be better now. I’m not okay but I feel in more control now. Kind of sad at the reactions I get from showing some symptoms but oh well.
🫂 good to hear you feel more in control again.
People just don’t get it sometimes.
The struggles of ASPD traits, people are scared of you because of your body language but if you admit you’re feeling like shit and find their assumptions offensive you look like you’re lying.
Contrary to popular belief, I’m not a cold-hearted manipulator. I promise I can get just as depressed and suicidal as “non-ASPD people”.
I don’t get it but I get it kinda if that makes sense. Just know I have an adjacent understanding and I’m here to chat if you need to 🫂
Hm, maybe one day. I still feel like my brain isn’t up to the speed it was before this last arc. Congratulations on your health progress btw.
Yeah that’s fair.
Thank you 😊
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