It’s good to reflect sometimes.

I myself am feeling a bit dull lately. I’m working so hard at both my place of work and for the party that I forget that life has more to offer than communist propaganda spreading lol. I need to go out and touch grass more often. Today, for example, started at 6 and ended at 23 after cleaning, working, cooking and having a meeting with the party. Currently decompressing with wine and Harry Styles.

How about you guys?

    • KiG V2@lemmygrad.ml
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      2 years ago

      Yeah that’s kind of where I’m at lol. I have no prospects and now I don’t have any energy to dedicate towards something new. It’s hard to build energy when I spend every morsel of it just to continue to fall sideways.

      Why do you say you fucked up at life?

      • redtea@lemmygrad.ml
        6·
        2 years ago

        Wasn’t a meme posted recently about a race between a crab and a shrimp? Sideways could very well be the right direction, KiG V2.

        • KiG V2@lemmygrad.ml
          6·
          2 years ago

          I will say, if my life experience and the narrative I seem to be on are any indicators, I will find my best success by ham fistedly bludgeoning myself into it.

          I just hate how much of this shit feels like it is based on luck. I try and “make my own luck” as much as I can, I try and adapt and evolve, but man I am so exhausted right now. Hopefully I’ll be back in the race soon.