Honestly same place. I am so different than anyone else I can never wholly be myself. So I accepted that I’ll always be lonely in the way that I’ll never be understood. But I’m lacking in let’s say friends who you can be partly yourself to.
I always adjust myself according to people. I am something to someone and something else to other. Some people know me kind hearted, some people see me cold blooded, some see me shy some see me cheerful.
At this point I don’t even know who I am. I see myself as a complex puzzle consisting of many pieces. My pieces can never fully fit another so I just have to show only a part.
I feel so lonely. And I know I’ll always be in the deepest sense. I at least wish I could partly be understood. I don’t even have that. I am just too different from the norm in pretty much every way.
I, shouldn’t continue. I’m going to cry for a while.
Also I’m sorry for turning your post into my rant. It just came pouring.
I really don’t get what you guys find too sensitive. Is it because it is making fun of suicidal people? Well I am one and I am not offended. Even if I was offended why would I care about some internet schmuck?
How is this reactionary? Some other person also posted a completely normal thing (couples grabbing each others’s ass) as reactionary. I don’t get the deal with these
Under paragraph is bit of personal rant. Feel free to skip.
I have a problem of disconnection with people. I distance myself. I tend to ignore or not feel sorry for them although not in a cruel way. Very liberal attitude I know. Yet I feel that my ideals for communism is setting into my mind, deeper. I have never been an advocate for this beast called capitalism. It is easy to see the many faults of it, the misery it produces. For the short amount of time I have become a marxist I have always believed in it. Because it is logical. Maybe my own inner world didn’t quite fit. As stalin says in Anarchism or Socialism, social change follows material changes. He mentions that since production is social in character, it follows that the control of that production must and will also be social. I think this is what is happening to me.
It is literally fiction No one is apologising for it I am only stating my thoughts on that, that some finction is absolutely unacceptable in someone’s mind.
You are talking like this happened to an actual flesh and blood person. If even 1/10th of that happened, yeah surely it is a huge tragedy. I don’t get your equating of some non existing fictional animated characters’ pain with actual living beings
First is beautiful but second is attractive if I were to put into words.