It’s good to reflect sometimes.
I myself am feeling a bit dull lately. I’m working so hard at both my place of work and for the party that I forget that life has more to offer than communist propaganda spreading lol. I need to go out and touch grass more often. Today, for example, started at 6 and ended at 23 after cleaning, working, cooking and having a meeting with the party. Currently decompressing with wine and Harry Styles.
How about you guys?
I’m doing better than recently. I’m very tired and somewhat anxious, but I’ve gotten back into reading which is great. I’m eating a bit healthier and trying to exercise more. I’ve also finally gotten into Buddhism, which is interesting, but I can’t find the time to meditate.
I like to meditate during other activities. Such as walking through the woods, sitting on the porch, driving, waiting in a line, etc.
Ah, I knew walking and sitting meditation were a thing, but I haven’t thought about doing it in a line or something, also a deep meditation might be dangerous driving since if you’re doing it right the only thing you are conscious of is your breath.
That is true, for me meditation is just a state I enter of deep neutral thought or of total thoughtlessness, I’ve done more serious official stuff sometimes like where I’m consciously choosing to meditate e.g. focusing on breath but what I like best is when I’m not even aware that I’m in sort of a positive zonked state. Although even without going too deep I’ve definitely hypnotized myself once driving 😵💫