It’s good to reflect sometimes.
I myself am feeling a bit dull lately. I’m working so hard at both my place of work and for the party that I forget that life has more to offer than communist propaganda spreading lol. I need to go out and touch grass more often. Today, for example, started at 6 and ended at 23 after cleaning, working, cooking and having a meeting with the party. Currently decompressing with wine and Harry Styles.
How about you guys?
It is always important to take some time to relax, your effectiveness in your productive life will seriously deteriorate if you don’t give yourself ample space to be human.
I’m doing very poorly. I’m trying to keep pushing and pushing. I lost all my money my apartment my car my sanity and my girlfriend of 7 years. She is the one who understands and appreciates me the most and for much of the last 7 years my only friend functionally. It’s complicated and poetically tragic. I feel very numb, I expended all my emotions the last year and last 6 months. I’ve only ever wanted to help other people and I fear this situation will do me in in a way that I can’t function let alone effectively help others. I am not giving up yet I just hope this mega-corporate talent scout I’m talking to is the real deal and isn’t yet another scam.
I am sorry comrade. We are all in your corner.
Thank you, and I in yours and everybody else’s.