I was able to do a bunch of things before. Draw, make music, program. But I feel like the pain really got to me and I just lay in my bed. I want to draw, but I’m so tired of it hurting. I’m doing everything I like less frequently, and I’m scared of not being able to do them anymore. I’m scared of not being able to even attend class anymore, or go outside and play with my friend

There is a cure for my illness I know it, but they just won’t give it to me because I’m too young, and my parents probably want me to have children. I feel like they would rather see me whirl in pain. I hate it so bad.