I misread it as “unedumacated”

I’m definitely not cute no matter what drug yall are on.

Yes you are. I don’t know you personally or know how you look like but I still know that you are. Being cute isn’t a measure of physical appearance, but a combo of everything that makes you be yourself. No matter what you feel is true about yourself, there are people out there that will like you for who you are and will think of you as cute, be it in appearance, personality, interests, or whatever (and all of that even without drugs).

and i need recreational drugs.

Please be careful… You don’t seem to be in the best state of mind right now and irresponsible/consistent drug use (especially in a hard time) can easily lead into addiction but you probably already know that anyways. Please, for your own sake, try to take care of yourself.

Setraline and weed. Good luck, friend

It’s not even Wednesday my dudes. :(

I’m so sorry, I am in a similar place much of the time recently and the best (unsolicited) advice I can give is to follow harm reduction principles, be careful, measure and test, start small, etc. And if possible don’t use alone, especially if you use opioids or anything that might be adulterated with fentanyl or similar. I wish there was an active drugs community on Lemmy like reddit has, maybe I should start one. I hope you feel better.