If you expect it to feel euphoric it really doesn’t
I’d imagine it would partly depend on how much of a threat they seem to be? Only time I dealt with something that was somewhat ewwphoric was long before I realized I might not exactly be cis. But dealing probably accidental sexual harassment led to some mixed feelings (one of which was sorta happy to experiencing something I assume was more common for women… and that was a stronger feeling than the uncomfortableness), but like I didn’t even think it was intentional and there wasn’t really any perceived risk of escalation.
I’d imagine it would partly depend on how much of a threat they seem to be? Only time I dealt with something that was somewhat ewwphoric was long before I realized I might not exactly be cis. But dealing probably accidental sexual harassment led to some mixed feelings (one of which was sorta happy to experiencing something I assume was more common for women… and that was a stronger feeling than the uncomfortableness), but like I didn’t even think it was intentional and there wasn’t really any perceived risk of escalation.
not really, no. it’s kind of always scary, even when the dude is like 80. there’s always other dudes they’re performing for.