Here’s my story.
Sometime in April a guy who was a friend of a friend started touching me, yes I know I should have not let this happen but I found him kinda hot so I let him touch me. Started questioning when I got home. I then developed a slight crush on him but got over it after a few weeks.
I should have handled the situation differently but it caused me to learn about myself.
This is always a fun convo!
I think it was gradual, and I knew way before I knew to label it as bi/pan (I like the bi colors more 😅). Boys even as early in elementary school would sometimes talk about how pretty or hot their teachers were, and I didn’t realize they usually reserved such comments for the female teachers. So I started think it about any I found attractive, men included.
Past that, closer to teen years, I’d have fantasies of being caught masturbating, but the subject of those dreams also weren’t restricted to just female figures in my life. Again, I didn’t have a label for it, but it never felt weird or bad.
Later on in mid-high school, I was driving my friend home from a party and he asked me if I’d ever had a girl suck me off. I hadn’t, and answered accordingly. He asked if I wanted to know how it felt and started massaging himself over his shorts. Horny vibes took over and I agreed and that was that. I think I tried to deny it a little, but I was always in the LGBTQ+ crowd in HS anyhow and it helped me accept it a lot quicker. The guy turned out to be gay, and I think people are fucking hot, regardless of gender presentation or biological equipment.
Damn you have seen a lot. Its irrelevant but i really don’t understand how guys can be straight. Today 2 guys told me that if I lost some weight “I could pull all the removed” my first tought was what is I wanted to pull guys too. Didn’t say anything as I’m closeted sadly.
I have a lot of stories to tell if you want to hear more let me know
Yeah that’s always hard to deal with, the compliments get me flustered sometimes too. I can’t really say much cause I’m in a relationship lmao. Also, I’m sure you could pull all the guys at your current weight too!
As someone who is ridiculously bi/pan, I can’t understand how anyone can be attracted to just one gender. There are so many hot people in this world lmao
I really like being bi but also since I found out everything has been crashing down. I don’t want to burden you but I’ve been having some relationship problems.
Its just I’m really worried about my bf. It’sbeeen nearly 2 weeks since he last texted me. I’m worried about his safety. I’m scared he might have been put in an asylum or that he hurt himself. He’s the only person I care about. I don’t know what to do. He is the only good thing that has happened to me recently.
The last 3 texts he sent were these:
“I almost got robbed or kidnapped not sure sorry.”
“I don’t know I don’t feel too well”
“I don’t want to do this anymore.”
I’m scared I’m lost only reason I’m still alive is because I don’t want to disappoint him.