Here’s my story.

Sometime in April a guy who was a friend of a friend started touching me, yes I know I should have not let this happen but I found him kinda hot so I let him touch me. Started questioning when I got home. I then developed a slight crush on him but got over it after a few weeks.

I should have handled the situation differently but it caused me to learn about myself.

  • BicyclejohnOP
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    1 year ago

    Damn you have seen a lot. Its irrelevant but i really don’t understand how guys can be straight. Today 2 guys told me that if I lost some weight “I could pull all the removed” my first tought was what is I wanted to pull guys too. Didn’t say anything as I’m closeted sadly.

    I have a lot of stories to tell if you want to hear more let me know

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      1 year ago

      Yeah that’s always hard to deal with, the compliments get me flustered sometimes too. I can’t really say much cause I’m in a relationship lmao. Also, I’m sure you could pull all the guys at your current weight too!

      As someone who is ridiculously bi/pan, I can’t understand how anyone can be attracted to just one gender. There are so many hot people in this world lmao

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        1 year ago

        I really like being bi but also since I found out everything has been crashing down. I don’t want to burden you but I’ve been having some relationship problems.

        Its just I’m really worried about my bf. It’sbeeen nearly 2 weeks since he last texted me. I’m worried about his safety. I’m scared he might have been put in an asylum or that he hurt himself. He’s the only person I care about. I don’t know what to do. He is the only good thing that has happened to me recently.

        The last 3 texts he sent were these:

        “I almost got robbed or kidnapped not sure sorry.”

        “I don’t know I don’t feel too well”

        “I don’t want to do this anymore.”

        I’m scared I’m lost only reason I’m still alive is because I don’t want to disappoint him.