I think my philosophy on life and “greatness” boils down to this:
“Man’s dearest possession is life. It is given to him but once, and he must live it so as to feel no torturing regrets for wasted years, never know the burning shame of a mean and petty past; so live that, dying, he might say: all my life, all my strength were given to the finest cause in all the world──the fight for the Liberation of Mankind” ― Nikolai Ostrovsky
wrong general, sorry!
Had Buldak Ramen (not the super spicy ones, it was the ones in black packaging). Certainly spicy and I couldnt eat it in one straight go plus my stomach feels a bit iffy now, but I enjoyed it still - don’t like the artifical heat that much tho. Would probably go very hard with veggies and some minced soy, but then I could just make a spice sauce right away alongside a proper meal lol
Because I should contribute instead of just complaining: Autism has at least allowed me to process things in a thorough manner and break down a lot of stuff I was taught and just accepted bc i was an isolated teen and wanted to fit in. I would never have gotten to where I am if it wasnt for the ability to question stuff that doesnt work out as proclaimed and following the gut instinct to not give a fuck about my sorroundings opinion on that.
Sidenote: a lot of the oppressed are “cringe” - capitalism-conditioned subjects don’t want to touch suffering because they are either taught to blame the oppressed for their suffering or are taught/brought up with the assumption that things like fatness, being ND, trans, blackness or homelessness e.g. are contagious and thus treat fellow humans as if they were disease-carriers. We have to unlearn coolness, machismo, chauvinism to unimagineable extents.
Step two is re-examining painful labels that are enforced by a society that devalues neurodivergent behaviors, stims, and ways of thinking.
Good luck weaning hexbear off the “maladapted” label
sucking on the other tit
The E, oh the sweet, sweet E… Ah, it sings to me
kill the 18th century nobility in your head
in my place bc nobody wants to be transed from my tainted blood or whatever Hitler juniour when drafting the laws
HRT bars me from I have learned
I had a recent interaction with agents of a migration office. Those creatures are disgusting and the most unhinged violent fantasy we could think off is probably too kind on them
Dont do this… dont play with hope like that 
You couldn’t live with your own failure. Where did that bring you? Back to me.
this, but with multiple 
in the corner
I am bad at the game, I am bad at video games in general (I dont spend effort on “improving”), which wouldnt be a big deal, but I found video game culture to be rather uninviting
I did tech support (no call center, that shit would make me snap) and the thing that really stresses you out is not the customer itself, but the fear of getting fired
Rephrasing the 1st sentence: I like it when people smile and laugh and the task of masking doesnt feel tiring at first
I made mistakes and didnt see the world correctly a long time because I grew up in a shitty reactionary environment without any guiding lights. I can’t claim to have reasoned what is right and wrong down from the heavens - I found it out by trial and error, but I don’t have regrets anymore