I mean don’t get me wrong if it was just the slower growth. Wouldn’t be the worst case but I wanted to feel human you know! Though I used Lamotrigine as a crutch to develop skills required to function!
I have bipolar flow between 1-2 locked in Hypomania and mania
Not much anymore only over text.
Also the ideal behind this. I have a supernova and god powers powering this. A trade to keep a supernova from exploding and harming its solar system while I harvest that overwhelming matter into growth. My future idea for others itll happen instantly overnight.
I worked with my psychiatrist to find a medication that didn’t limit the connect to the power (magic) and she helped me find Lamotrigine. For my overwhelming anger I would have and slight depression I felt. Originally I took an antipsychotic that started with an A but all it did was make my life feel overall numb including magic. It didn’t stop the growths but lessened how powerful they were. So slow progression.
Yes I will admit I am off of medication but the growths still happened and speed up while on it! So that’s nothing to be specifically concerned about as I learned to control the anger which was the reason for the medication.
Otherwise yes both my psychiatrist and general doctor.
I mean hey if that’s how long it’ll be I’m down. Honestly I would assume it may speed up durning nights which is why I mentioned sleeping on my stomach. Either time I’m excited. Pain and waiting is part of transformation.
Before I forget to mention tho it may happen. Like I could literally see a nsfw photo or video of a celebrity and it’s make me panic enough. It could happen unconsciously
I mean I’m married to some singers, a band, and movies stars so I’m shocked I haven’t yet but normally I specify to only do it if their free or put a UI above their head to decide that they can only see.
Hahahaaa yeah basically think of Goku doing instant transmission. That’s similar just a zoom from one place to another instantly.
Ahhh I guess that makes sense. lol in my mind just went ohhh you’d hear everything happen it’d be no issue. I mean mainly because if any ladies can make me sound like hentai girl it’s them. 😆
Specifically what happened earlier.
I could make an audio porn and link it! I actually already do that.
That’s completely understandable and yeah the name thing can kind of throw it off but hey I guess if your a demon of some sorts you may be part of one my orgies later on. As I summon 1,000-10,000s at a time and I don’t chose who.
Hahahaaaa one what’s your name and two why? I normally only summon people when I want to fuck. 😭😭😭
Like in all honestly I totally could but if you don’t know how to get back then you’re kinda stuck and that’s a stupid thing to risk. Also I mean shit if you payed me a bit then I’d consider but in all reality I’m joking with the money part.
Mainly are you just a normal human, a demon, or another type of being. If you had tentacles or a dominant lady I’d be more likely to summon you.
Edit: otherwise a psychotic blood drinking person like the sisters otherwise.
Oooooo thank you!! I’ll totally research it.
I did almost forget to mention but I can glide my arm effortlessly and even when my hand is down my hand raises up and when up goes down sometimes randomly.
For starters thank you for actually replying to this. I don’t get much interaction at all on this.
Now to delve a bit into this. For sure i can see the body dysmorphia idea. Including originally it started at partially having body dysmorphia. Though included the dire need to heal my body as it was withering away and current medical understanding didn’t allow for that. Though for sure it’s understandable people may assume it’s untrue. Though through all the changes and experiences. Id say it’s hard to say it’s not. As even if I am not growing wings my bodies growing the realistic muscle and bone development correct for such a growth. Also before I continue it’s also very important to mention. The idea of growing wings within current medical understanding is nearly impossible and at the very least wouldn’t happen in less than 10 years but I’ve found a way. For complete transparency; I was taught a power beyond human comprehension but my dumbass thought too logically on stuff so I got this long process. Such as year 1 Non Mature wings grown and feathers inside my back, then spinal cord started strengthening and stretching. Into the 4th year to when it stopped. Then my arms and legs enhancing. Ribs fusing and extending both upwards and out a bit.
There’s just so much to it that if it wasn’t working then why would everything else happen. Yk what I mean?
Like how I’m randomly gaining inches of muscle without working out, losing weight rapidly, moving better and differently, my balance enhancing. So many things
Please if you’d like to discuss more I’d be open to.
Also can I ask why it’s disturbing?
I have multiple times! Including a psychiatrist.
That’s understandable. Though I should add I don’t know if all of them know the rules of our society. That’s a hard one to explain but yeah.
Honestly. It’s part of my culture. Which Ik could get tons of backlash but I’ve been exploring how a hybrid human society would work.
Such as a puppy hybrid would gain a handler when they become an adult and more. In this case all my handlers ended up being my lovers but in this they’d start as a non romantic caregiver and guider of sorts.
It would make so much sense!!! I grew up watching Goku and I say him as a father figure so could have inherited his traits.