Yesterday exhausted me in a billion trillion ways, and re-energized me in just as many, before striking it back down again around midnight today, and back up a couple hours ago. How do I elaborate on that…

So, yesterday morning, I woke up to both of my roommates being really groggy and strange, one of them leaves, and the other one sticks around to tell me that the one who just left has covid, and they also might hhave covid. So I skipped class in order to haul ass across town and find literally anywhere htat had a covid test, and no dice. well, one. but i couldn’t afford it. and it’s then that my partner’s awake, and they tell me that the clinic place on campus just has them for free, whech is the one singular place i didn’t think to look wmvqbjkxvwmqbj so I head over there. Also this all took like 3 hours.

Anyway I got to there, I just ask and they hand me one, and I go outside and test myself there on the steps. 20 minutes later and chevere! I’m negative! Then I go to the nearest couch (in a classroom somewhere) and rest for a bit.

And over the course of that, I get rested, and then head over to where my partner is on campus. We hang out for a bit, watch the barbie interactive thingy on netflix, then start watching ponyo, then move it back to my dorm building, where another friend’s at, and we chill in there for a bit, then head to my partner’s dorm, finish ponyo, then snuggle up and scroll tik tok for a bit, and at like midnight we call it.

Here’s where it got a little funky. After we split, I texted “i love you”. The issue? Bit premature. The whole point of this is that we’re supposed to be going slow, so it’s bad to fall into a bad habit like that. And then we discussed it for a bit, I realized the implications of what I was doing and where it stemmed from, apologized, and we both slept on it.

What happens next? find out in like 7 hours probably. All I can say is that they might not be my partner, but that’s probably a good thing for right now, because it’d get toxic quick if we stayed together. And also that everything’s going great right now ^w^ see you space cowboy…