Yesterday went much, much better. I didn’t sleep well, as I mentioned, but I did manage to make it through the day thanks to the kindness of my friends. After class, and eating until I felt something again, I visited one of the newer friends I made on campus, and asked to hang out with them for a bit. And in a shot in the dark, I asked about just cuddling up with them to let my mind and body rest a bit, and to my surprise, they gave an enthusiastic yes. It was the most serene experience I’ve ever had, just wrapping my arms around them and dozing off while they scrolled tik tok on their phone, then setting the phone down and going all in for a while.
It was completely platonic, I don’t think I like them “like that” or anything, but by god do we need to do that more often. They’re so comfortable, and the whole time they kept rubbing their hand up and down my back, and playing with my hair, and saying how beautiful I was, and it made me feel so… loved. I’m so grateful. I returned the favour on all of those, by the way; I don’t know much about love, but I know that if you wanna be my lover, you have got to give, taking is too easy, but that’s the way it iiiiis~ sorry I had to lol. But no yeah I reciprocated and we both just vibed out together X3 I’m grateful that I could experience that, and that it was with someone I could trust. <3
After that, we both went to DnD. not the same group, but we both played DnD at the same time w different groups of people. And that was fun as well! We did some fun improv games for the beginning part, like a whole-group Mad Libs thing (I confused one of the oldest members by saying “Pulchritudinous” lol) and a little Hell’s Kitchen thing (where me, a partner, a mildly convincing Scottish accent, and 2 furbys cooked a baby inside of an E`clair). And near the end, for a few hours, we made our characters and got it all in order. I’ve been told the theme is Norse Mythology by one of my friends, but the other members are denying anything about that, even though they TOLD ME IN MY FACE last week what the theme would be. Incredible