Yesterday was a blur… I went to class, chatted with people online, and then hung out in the cafeteria for THREE HOURS. Why? No clue. Also, I was really tired from not sleeping enough last night, so after I realized I was there for 3 hours I headed back to my dorm and tried to sleep. It did not work. I went to a club my friends run on campus. I got there super late because I was told the wrong room, so I was there for like 10 minutes and then had to leave to go to work. I sat and kept chatting online during work, as well as apply for a bunch of jobs. Then I went back to my dorm, passed the fuck out, and now I’m here.
That’s not a fun way to live. I’m going to evaluate how I can keep this from happening in the future, and evaluate what I value in life. I feel like that’s important to do right now.
I think after the two people I have planned to meet, I’m going to delete Bumble. I don’t want to live like that.