Im schizophrenic, and I feel like Im getting unstable ( Im not in any immediate danger). Im seeing my doctor on Tuesday and weighing my options. I have problems—some real and probably some imagined.

I would consider myself usually stable and functioning but im aware things can get really bad.

I had some really fucking bad phases in the past.

I wish I could just tough it out, but I can see how my mental state is slowly weakening, so I feel like I need to reach out.

I hope this type of thread is allowed here doggirl-gloom

EDIT : Thanks for all the input and answers

  • CrawlMarks [he/him]@hexbear.net
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    16 hours ago

    If I can ask what interventions have you tried in the past? I know it is linked to brain desync issues and possibly visual stuff. Are there any particular changes in your life that have occurred with this flare up

    • 9to5 [comrade/them]@hexbear.netOP
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      15 hours ago

      I spent time in closed facilities when things got really fucking bad. I would like to avoid that in the future…which is why im extra careful. Like Im gonna leave work early today and head straight to bed and probably sleep like 10h