Ay im on vacation visiting my home country and family (Turkey) and its great.
But feeling wise it’s 50/50. Beeing here helps my mental health a lot (I’m living in Germany currently and that shithole of a country is so draining, not saying turks have it better but I just like their culture way more, fuck Erdoğan BTW piece of shit hope you get killed off soon, feels good being able to say this here without having to fear any repercussions). Having said that losing my best friend still is on my mind and i just can’t get her out of my head. So every day is a new battle. But whatever life goes on with our without.
My father’s family is from Palestine and I’ve visited several times from America (where I’ve spent 95% of my life) so I relate lmao. Haven’t visited in quite some time though (nasty divorce and adjacent fallout, me and him and are getting better though it’s a little superficial).
I’ve never really heard that take on Germany, could you elaborate? Unimportant but I was born in Weiden 😎 what do you like about Turkish culture particularly?
That’s very rough. I can’t possibly imagine losing my best friend right now. I hope you can still feel her with you in a positive way without the pain as much in the future.
As for me, I’m okay. I’m kind of going through some stuff myself. Much of the last 9 months have been the happiest of my life but I shot my relationship in the foot. I’m (temporarily?) kicked out staying at my moms tryna be productive as much as I can (she has plenty of work for me to do so no worries there). Freestyling as I walk dogs. Staring at birds. Keep it real young blood.
Ay im on vacation visiting my home country and family (Turkey) and its great. But feeling wise it’s 50/50. Beeing here helps my mental health a lot (I’m living in Germany currently and that shithole of a country is so draining, not saying turks have it better but I just like their culture way more, fuck Erdoğan BTW piece of shit hope you get killed off soon, feels good being able to say this here without having to fear any repercussions). Having said that losing my best friend still is on my mind and i just can’t get her out of my head. So every day is a new battle. But whatever life goes on with our without.
What about you g
My father’s family is from Palestine and I’ve visited several times from America (where I’ve spent 95% of my life) so I relate lmao. Haven’t visited in quite some time though (nasty divorce and adjacent fallout, me and him and are getting better though it’s a little superficial).
I’ve never really heard that take on Germany, could you elaborate? Unimportant but I was born in Weiden 😎 what do you like about Turkish culture particularly?
That’s very rough. I can’t possibly imagine losing my best friend right now. I hope you can still feel her with you in a positive way without the pain as much in the future.
As for me, I’m okay. I’m kind of going through some stuff myself. Much of the last 9 months have been the happiest of my life but I shot my relationship in the foot. I’m (temporarily?) kicked out staying at my moms tryna be productive as much as I can (she has plenty of work for me to do so no worries there). Freestyling as I walk dogs. Staring at birds. Keep it real young blood.