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  • hexbee [she/her]@hexbear.net
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    3 days ago
    cw: suicidal ideation, genocide

    But for me, I really hate being alive and I do wish it was over

    I completely get that. I wouldn’t say I’m completely in the “want to live” camp, but I am fortunate enough to have one or two good things in my life I’m still clinging to. Although there are times (sometimes very long stretches of time) when I really question why I’m still going. The best I can usually come up with is “I will upset the couple of people still close to me if I dip out early” or “maybe I can stick around long enough in case something drastically changes”. The latter is especially hard to cling to when even organising spaces struggle so much to take disabled people’s perspectives and needs seriously.

    Keeping in mind though, that these feelings are the desired outcome of the british system, it does sometimes give me fuel to keep going sometimes out of pure spite, but the longer I’m around the more it just feels like all the suffering is slowly driving me mad.

    from my point of view, society legalising assisted suicide or even forcing us into gas chambers to die would be a relief

    This sentence should tell people everything they need to know about how disabled people are treated in society. Alas, the brits don’t know the meaning of solidarity or even empathy tbh

    Anyway, sorry to hear that your mother doesn’t accept you for who you are. We live in a cruel world full of miserable people.

    Thank you comrade; ain’t that so…