Remember, EM POC only!
This message is to my EM POC comrades: Angel loves all of you.
Especially as of late, I have truly been feeling like this community has worked wonders in keeping me stable when it comes to handling the massive jar of mayo that this site can be sometimes.
How are you all?
I can feel your love and pain through your words, I’m sorry for your loss.
I do think it’s rare, and it involved me being homeless, so not the happiest story either to be honest, but I’m just about putting it behind me recently.
The interconnectedness, deep solidarity and true comradery are one of the most divine things about a close relationship. However in an extremely atomised society such as ours, where these close bonds are only ever seen as “normal” between romantic partners, they are tested and strain immensely under the weight of the pressures we are each made to indure without the support of a wider community.
advice, take it or leave it
As you enter this new stage in your life, I’d encourage you to read up a bit about queerplatonic partnerships. It’s at least one potential direction for your life going forward. And even if you bounce off the ideas, I hope it would at least help you to start to see an outline of a future you’re happier with.
My relationship with my partner also looks very different today than it did before. We’re trying to live a life where we’re two close by points in a wider network of support. We’re having mixed results though to be honest, solidarity seems to be hard won these days.
However bad what happened was, I hope you will still hold within you the belief that you’re worthy of being loved. It seems like you’ve grown a lot together, and even though your paths must diverge, I hope you will carry your love for them forward with you as you begin to rebuild your habits and routines. Stay strong out there