The withdrawal certainly isn’t getting any better, but I think I’m really gonna be able to do it this time. I’ve been up since about 4 or 5, I just couldn’t sleep very long at all. And I’m still pretty fuckin sick otherwise from withdrawal. But I went to 2 groups yesterday, and am about to attend another one this morning. My goal is to go to at least one everyday this week. I’m so tired of being stuck in a cycle of withdrawal, where one hard night of binging puts me back to being physically dependent almost immediately because of my past Phenibut addiction. I know I’ve posted here a million times about relapsing, but I really think this is gonna be the time that sticks and that excitement is keeping me going.
17 days here but I have had the added luxury of being on the rez last couple weeks and there is no alcohol here at all. It’s been a lot easier with no access and a lot of work to distract me so I’m gonna try to keep it up when I go back home.
That sounds great! How’s that been going for you? I’m glad it’s been easier to stay sober
Been fine hardly even think about it. though I have been doing a lot f work and smoking a lot of weed and cigs.