You know what’s funny… having to read a book online cuz one can’t buy the actual book itself… so reading it online kinda leaves one open to distraction…

Even reading .PDF books or something on my desktop doesn’t seem to work for me. I need the physical thing for me to actually engage with it. I don’t know what it is for me, but I need that analog feeling of turning a page. It really makes me realize I’m “Actually reading something” rather than “on computer”. Being “on computer” reading isn’t reading for me.