MORE PRIDE THAN EVER BEFOOOOOOORE lets-fucking-go

  • kristina [she/her]@hexbear.netM
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    14 days ago

    Are you on meds / doing something to transition? Honestly it’s very common for it to fluctuate. But it’s more important to hedge against the worst dysphoria outbreaks before they happen, they can make you suicidal and it’s a big risk

    Sometimes after 10+ years hrt even I have deeply unserious ideas entering my head like “wow maybe I’m cis” after having a good day. I obviously know I’m only feeling that way because of my meds

    • BountifulEggnog [they/them]@hexbear.net
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      No, I’m not. Probably won’t be able to for a while even if I wanted to start. And uh, by lately I mean the past like 4 days.

      And yes, I really need to figure that out. I am already quite prone to that kind of thinking, and already some of my episodes have been quite bad.

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          I’m still not 100% sure if I want to right now. I still feel quite new to all this and am processing a lot of feelings around it. Plus I still live at home and I’m not sure if they’d be accepting of me doing transitioning (for a lot of reasons, there’s a lot of factors unfortunately). We’ll see I guess.

          Aw thank you :meow-hug: not really though. I need to fix my issues and be a productive member of society (or at least a capitalists idea of productive). I always really appreciate the community here, replies always mean a lot to me :meow-hug: thanks again. I feel really accepted right now.