I did all the things. Transitioned. Quit opioids and cigarettes. Went back to school. Got discriminated against and persevered. Quit my last job because of anti LGBT policy and got my dream job.

Oh, and I did all that since 2020.

And it’s a nightmare. I’m isolated. No support, and I found out today my coworkers hate me and think I’m trash.

I don’t know what to do. Go back to school? It’s just going to be more of the same. In the last five years, I achieved more than I ever thought I could. And I’ve never been more alone or miserable than I am right now.

I’m tired of living in a world that doesn’t want me, that I’ll never be good enough for. My parents were right, I’m never going to be good enough.

So what’s the point?

  • volle@feddit.de
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    10 months ago

    hey there, i stumbled over your post yesterday and didn’t feel like answering which ticked me all day. i have no real help for you but (as others have said before) you definitely have to seek professional help (even If you already have).

    have you thought about doing something completely different to meet other people? Something like going to concerts of band of your preferred genre or something like this. this light be a way to meet other people who light not judge by the things that you’ve been through (…) but the person you are right now. i have no idea If this was the wrong advice but i hope you can find people that love you like you should be loved.

    If you want to chat with some completely stranger feel free to DM me ( or lets call in whichever medium you want to talk)!

    some love from germany <3