In most recent games, the opponent just attacked aggressively in the first 5 moves and I am somehow not able to defend correctly.
Also, the opponent is usually not playing “stockfish moves”, so I have the feeling they wouldn’t stand a chance moving that early that aggressively if their opponent wasn’t me.
(10+0 rapid at >900, <1000 ELO)
Can you share some of these games? PGN exports are fine.