Yesterday had a lot of good news! I’m not even gonna check if I talked about this when it happened, but my car got towed a while back, and yesterday I was able to pay to get it back! And that was just coincidentally from hanging out with a friend that was free :3 The car was important but I also kinda just wanted to hang out w them honestly, we met up and ate for a bit, then drove to walmart, where i could use an atm and get the (demonstrable huge amount of) money I needed, and chat with them while they got groceries. It was delightful, and I need to hang out with this friend more often w That’s nearer to the end of the day though, most of the day I was propped up on my bed, watching youtube videos and playing ace attorney, trying to think about what all’s happened.
This morning, I came to a conclusion that every time I do something irrational that I don’t approve of, it’s possibly because of the time. The commonalities are when it’s late at night, when I didn’t get enough sleep, when I’m by myself, when it’s early morning, etc. and also, usually the internet gets involved. So, I’m enacting a strict regimen on myself: from the hours of 10 PM to 9 AM, I’m not to use the internet. We’ll see how that goes. And maybe I’ll extend this to when I’m not quite awake enough during the day. I dunno.
Yesterday had a lot of good news! I’m not even gonna check if I talked about this when it happened, but my car got towed a while back, and yesterday I was able to pay to get it back! And that was just coincidentally from hanging out with a friend that was free :3 The car was important but I also kinda just wanted to hang out w them honestly, we met up and ate for a bit, then drove to walmart, where i could use an atm and get the (demonstrable huge amount of) money I needed, and chat with them while they got groceries. It was delightful, and I need to hang out with this friend more often w That’s nearer to the end of the day though, most of the day I was propped up on my bed, watching youtube videos and playing ace attorney, trying to think about what all’s happened.
This morning, I came to a conclusion that every time I do something irrational that I don’t approve of, it’s possibly because of the time. The commonalities are when it’s late at night, when I didn’t get enough sleep, when I’m by myself, when it’s early morning, etc. and also, usually the internet gets involved. So, I’m enacting a strict regimen on myself: from the hours of 10 PM to 9 AM, I’m not to use the internet. We’ll see how that goes. And maybe I’ll extend this to when I’m not quite awake enough during the day. I dunno.