it’s really become some nastybones business in the last couple few years. Like a totalizing thing that affects most of the things I do. In the course of writing this post I’m doing repetitions and that’s just normal at this point. I frequently curate upvotes on my posts so they’re not bad numbers. It’s to the point where I have to go back and forth between tabs or closing and opening them to make sure it’s not a bad number. It’s even such that I am policing my motions with my hands so they’re not bad. Even in the body of this post, I’m counting as much as I can in service of avoiding certain numbers of sentences or repetitions of words.
Anyway, how do you all experience this disease and how do you cope with it?
Same. Prozac at least helped with my biggest obsession and I can finally sleep. But I still have some obsessions and compulsions.