I have this with a woman I’m not married to that I have known since highschool. She lives with her parents and had a kid from a previous marriage. I’m polyamorous and married but our relationship has since drifted into sexual friendship our other partner lives with us and we all cuddle and love eachother very much, but everytime my phone buzzes I screatly hope is another one of her art pieces as my heart flutters. When I visit her I can’t take my eyes off her. She’s so beautiful she’s almost alien. Anyways this is very well rooted emotionally and very reliable.