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11 days agostupid ass country
nathanfieldertulpa [she/her, it/its]
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Cake day: July 25th, 2022
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3·1 month agoManhunt(check the cw list, lmao)
really excited to see how lilly wachowski handles that book
i added all of those to my to read list, ty
oh otros looks sick, that might be next up for me
does anyone have any trans lit recs? i just read Tell Me I’m Worthless and it destroyed me. i’ve already read Nevada, Detransition Baby, Little Fish, and Wild Geese
20·1 month agowearing a mask isnt traumatizing but having my health completely fucking ruined by long covid certainly was
up with trans
dj sabrina the teenage dj not being in the i saw the tv glow soundtrack feels like a huge missed opportunity tbh
i’ve found that i’ve had to downsize a bit, yeah. a lot of us have shallow breasts and i think the site isn’t that good at finding a bra size for that breast type
(god gives her biggest tits to her most anxious boymoders)
abrathatfits has me in C/D range instead of B/C now
20·3 months agosometimes i still say avatar and i wonder if it clocks me as a boomer (millennial)
i just stayed calm and didn’t shake during my injection for the first time!!
i used to have major needle anxiety so the fact that ive gotten over it over the last year (i have another med that i need to inject) feels huge for me and its cool lil side effect of me having a better handle on my emotions now
yes. those rocks belong to outdoor cats
wishing the author of My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness a very GETO UT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD
some sad feelings around motherhood, rambling
ive been doing trauma release exercises and meditation recently and theyve brought up so much shit that ive been repressing. like i think i finally unlocked lesbian yearning and holy fuck i can barely handle it!!
ive never felt this full body loneliness before, its almost incapacitating. and ive also started to grieve the fact that i’ll never be a mother unless a lot of shit (physical health, finances, mental health) gets magically better over the next few years and it just sucks. it sucks a lot lol
im a very stupid chaos activist
my dad had to have surgery when i was 3 months into HRT (still boymoding) and when the surgeon came out to talk to me afterwards he thought i was 18 (i was in my late 20’s)
16·4 months agoobama but he’s a trot:
uhhh let me pamphleteer
sad shit
i saw something recently abt how cfs that doesn’t resolve within two years is usually permanent and im nearing that point. and it rly feels like CFS/LC stole my transition from me, i just do not have the energy needed for people in my life to take me seriously and it sucks.