• iHUNTcriminals@lemm.ee
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    1 year ago

    At my peak is remember sitting in bed wishing I could kill myself. Like if I had a gun I wonder if I would have done it. I think my max is three days. Doctors wouldn’t give me meds that work because of my gender and age. They actually gave me an anxiety/depression med and eventually I looked up the side effect and one was insomnia.

    If I recall correctly they may have given me like 3 benzos with no refill. While I was losing my life…

    I was considering just buying Xanax off the street.

    Eventually I got them to give me lunesta which is similar to ambian. Sometimes it didn’t work…

    Sometimes ide wake up and would be a Zombie till 10 am not even knowing how I got to work.

    It’s like cops… I had people stalk me and begged 3 different cops for help. One was a school resource officer… They either laughed or didn’t respond. America’s a joke.