No for real, I’m bored. Ask me stuff lol.

I’m trying to not lose my mind debugging this stupid Android app. I’m jobless and don’t know what I’m doing with my life.

Recently got diagnosed with ASD at 40. I’m severely depressed and suicidal. I listen to shitty music, read theory and pretend I understand it, oh and I’m super hungover because I suffer from alcoholism. I’m an open book so please don’t doxx me <3.

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    10 months ago

    have you tried roasted sunflowerseeds , Eating them is extremly stress releasing because they are so very complicated to eat… they “give you something to do” while watching something passsivly…

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      10 months ago

      Great driving snack! Salt and vinegar or cracked pepper are probs my favorite. I used to not be able to correctly crack them with my front teeth because I used to have my labret pierced and developed a stim/habit of chewing on the post and gradually filed one of my front teeth down to a slanted point. I got it capped a few years ago and can eat seeds again.

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          10 months ago

          They have so many stupid flavors and it’s part of my waking up to what our consumerism has actually become. Taco, pizza, ranch, bacon, dill pickle, hot sauce, etc. Honestly you aren’t missing out on most of them but S&V is the shit.