Same reason, too.
some times it scares me how closely people on the internet’s experiences reflect my own. Everyone can’t be having such a bad time… right?
I hate when I glance at it, resolve to take care of it later, and then the mere act of doing so marks the matter as resolved in my brain and it’s just gone forever.
“I remember that I had remembered that I needed to answer it, but I don’t remember actually doing it. In the case I didn’t - now it’s too late anyway and doing it now would be awkward.”
That was me in the middle of my depression. Still is sometimes on bad days.
Yours goes away?
Medication and therapy helped a lot.
I feel the same about some of the work I need to do for my job… Start a job, can’t complete it for X reason, leave it pending, never want to work on it ever again…