Zoning out with my jeans halfway up my thighs,
Sitting on the couch, waiting for the sunrise.
Gonna leave the house, these walls I despise,
Though I’m loathe to leave, I must break these ties.
I’ve been in good company, while all by myself,
I should break these walls, I should reach out,
But I don’t see the point, I’m full of self-doubt.
I know I’ll feel better,
If I accept this offer.
But they could do better,
What do I have to offer?
Am I really so human to be around others?
Can I be carefree, can I not be a bother?
Ignore that aversion!
Maybe I’m cool in person…
There’s only one way to know:
I have to get up and go.
Edit: Image Description: white/tabby cat on my clothing rack. He has a look of slight worry as his backfeet (not pictured) fall between the rungs.
Zoning out with my jeans halfway up my thighs,
Sitting on the couch, waiting for the sunrise.
Gonna leave the house, these walls I despise,
Though I’m loathe to leave, I must break these ties.
I’ve been in good company, while all by myself,
I should break these walls, I should reach out,
But I don’t see the point, I’m full of self-doubt.
I know I’ll feel better,
If I accept this offer.
But they could do better,
What do I have to offer?
Am I really so human to be around others?
Can I be carefree, can I not be a bother?
Ignore that aversion!
Maybe I’m cool in person…
There’s only one way to know:
I have to get up and go.
Edit: Image Description: white/tabby cat on my clothing rack. He has a look of slight worry as his backfeet (not pictured) fall between the rungs.
You got this 💪