I’ve been on Concerta 27mg (started at 18mg) for about 2 months now, and I’ll admit, I feel like I could be taking sugar pills. I’ve been told by my GP that I should just wait a little longer before upping the dosage, though I’m not even sure how much of an effect that might have.
I’m still unable to point my focus at anything, and my working memory is just as crap as ever. (Even tried to empirically measure how often I lose things… still at least once a day!)
Did you have an obvious lightbulb moment of some feeling, after starting meds?
Picture an 4 way intersection.
For me every single car just went about their way all willy nilly like it was nothing.
Occasionally a semi hauling triple trailers flys through grinding every else to a halt when everyone is trying to get through.
There’s no order, the lights don’t work, and almost no one wants to yield.
The cars were ideas, things I saw, and things I needed to do. The semi is my latest hyper obsession. The non functional traffic lights were my ability to regulate my thoughts.
When I took my meds it was like the lights started working suddenly. At first they were really strict, one car at a time like a highway on ramp. But then things amped down a bit as I got more used to the meds. I even went up to 60mg atomoxetine from 40mg where I started as things ramped too close to chaos again.
I hope that made sense.