Mine was kinda bad. Got a flag and stuff that I keep hidden just was really depressed for the whole month. I’ve been going through a lot.

At least I made some bi stuff and obtained a pride flag

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    Basically I’m just really worried about my bf. On June third I got these 3 texts from him

    “I almost got robbed or kidnapped idk sorry” “I’m not feeling well” “I don’t want to do this anymore”

    I replied immediately but from there I just got radio silence. He’s the only person I cared about. Considering the fact that he is quite depressed I’m scared he might have commuted suicide. He was the only person I gave a shit about.

    Up until June 23 I was near constantly in tears and now, even tho I had a few good days I just feel sad and empty now. Only thing that kept me going was the hope he would come back now I’m not so sure.

    I’ve been through a lot leading up to me meeting him and while being in contact. I miss him. He is everything to me

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      1 year ago

      Do you have anyone to contact if you’re concerned about their safety?

      I understand how scary and isolating that must feel. I hope you get some resolution and a path forward soon.

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        No, its long distance and I don’t know anyone else in his life. His parents are very abusive and them finding out would cause more harm. The best case scenario is that he’s in a mental hospital or just got bored of me

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          I see. If you know their full name and location you might be able to do some research. But like you say, they might also not be able to communicate or they might not want to be communicated with right now. Sorry things are so unclear. I’ve been in a similar situation in the past and remember it being really difficult.

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            All I know is his first name and that he lives somewhere in the northwest in Romania and doing any further digging would violate near every moral code I have.

            I know he wouldn’t abandon me like this again so something external might have happened. Its been a month since we had a conversation. I think he got tired of me