I hate battle royale games. Every time I play them i get anxious and nervous, I cant take it anymore
I have played Apex Legends since it came out and I have about 900h between both steam and origin (mostly played during covid).
Since I stopped playing this rage games I feel much better
Tell me what you think of battle royale games in the comments if you want
Have you looked at Hunt Showdown? Extraction royale set in the late 1800s bayou. You choose your gear before the start of the match, and you can extract at any time, with or without bounty tokens (the thing that brings all players to the same spot and earns you ingame cash, with which you buy your gear).