idk I just wanted to talk to some uhhhhh systeming folks mhm yes yes the uh diversity of the experience of identity, self, perception and more! :) 
I can go first, shit is whack, holy hell!
idk it still does not feel real and idk how long before it will finally settle in? maybe it is something I have to swim upstream against like a salmon to feel real about? maybe that does not matter?
also it is sad I feel like I need to conform to a certain standard or way of plurality to be valid smh where is the appreciation for diversity of experiences and minds-- the former statement to myself.
maybe I will post some system art!!! (i want to share art I make so badly) :) YIPPEEE!
yes maybe I am too online or maybe I just like talking to nice people that may have similar values who may “get it”
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genuinely chaotic, mayhaps? I keep feeling like they are not real and that denial smooth things over but they are also very much real and (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) yes I just… I DON’T KNOW everything is complicated hahahaha :)))
Thanks for sharing, comrade. I’m sorry that you were made to doubt your own experiences. Ive felt like that before, for sure. Everything is complicated!