SorosFootSoldier [he/him, they/them]@hexbear.net to Self Improvement@hexbear.netEnglish · 10 months ago
SorosFootSoldier [he/him, they/them]@hexbear.net to Self Improvement@hexbear.netEnglish · 10 months ago
Well technically it’ll be 24 hours tonight at 9pm est but I’m not buying a pack today so I already count it as a day. Been tough so far, cravings came on hard and lasted for about a couple of hours. I want to see if I can beat 20 days smoke free, I can do it again and this time stick with it for good, I hope.
It’s a garbo addiction. I’ve been smoking for over 10 years now and I’m a daily smoker, even though I cut back a lot (went from a pack a day down to 6 cigs a day) it just got to the point where I never felt anything anymore from smoking. Plus it kills you. I don’t want to end up with a stroke or heart attack or like my dad in heart failure later on, bad enough my heart flutters a lot and I’m afraid to go to the doctor’s over it.
My grandma smoked most of her life and now gets winded walking 20 feet and has to take like a dozen medications.