I was laughing and enjoying funny YouTube videos just now, and then out of nowhere, I’m feeling immense internalized hatred over who I am.
Jesus fucking Christ, this shit seems unfixable.
I was laughing and enjoying funny YouTube videos just now, and then out of nowhere, I’m feeling immense internalized hatred over who I am.
Jesus fucking Christ, this shit seems unfixable.
I was enjoying a stand-up comedy video about CS grads in India. I was laughing out of my ass, till the video ended. And then I realized I was also crying over how I became an adult, only to end up as a wagie out of commission.